beginnings

when we first met, you were slick. smooth. suave. handsome .charming. interesting. now, when we argue i find you quite the opposite. what do you have to offer me? why are we together? i asked you less than 20 minutes ago, and you had nothing to say…
in the beginning, i was scared of you. scared you would break my heart, just like the last one did, but you assured me that everything was going to be ok. you lied to me constantly because of “your insecurities”. how can we have a relationship without trust, is my question to you and you never have the answer. i sit here and cry, and you lay in bed doing nothing to fix us.

us. we. togetherness. we don’t always have it, and it worries me. i’m scared of, us.

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